Work

Life's been busy for me. My hospital attachments are still ongoing, though this is my last week. That's why my posts have been so staggered. At least I'm going back to school next week, so that should mean slightly more frequent updates as and when I have things to inform you guys of.

So, short update is short. Been waking up in the middle of the night less times now. The weird visions and shades and such have been increasing in frequency.

I hope its nothing too serious.

I hope.

- DJ

Shades

So, another brief update, none of it good.

Still getting my rude awakenings in the wee hours of the morning. Nothing new there. The new bit is now, I'm seeing shades.

No, not shades of colour, but real Shades.

No, not sunglasses. SHADES.

As in, shadows that appear out of the corner of my eye and disappear when I turn around. Really weird. Like He's upped the ante on stalking me, but its a mighty small ante.

- DJ

Skadoosh

Again, another boring lie update.

Things are really going slowly, but they are probably gonna get faste soon, seeing as how I have work again next Monday. More hospital attachments to more local hospitals, whoop-dee-doo~.

I've ben...coping with stress and stuff. Mostly over my granddaddy's passing, a bit concerning smaller conflicts betwen some of my friends. I've been helping my friends cope with the stresses, but its been taking its toll on mme too. I haven't been getting any lack of sleep, but recently I have been getting very tired even though I've been sleeping at least 6 hours. I don't know why though, and its ben noticed by some of my friends too.

At least, I don't connect it to the recent span of weirdness that I've been under. Well, not yet anyway. I don't think my sleepiness has anything to do with...Him, but by jove if it is or if its not, I don't care. I have sugary drinks, drawing and music to get my mind and body awake again.

Anyways, I think that's the end of this update. I'll get around to posting another real soon, dear readers (both real and invisible: yes I can see you hovering around my blog but not actually following it if you have a Google account :P). See you then.

- DJ

Life Updates, Episode II

So, I'vr been busy these past three weeks. The course I'me studying in (a Diploma in nursing studies) has these compulsory hospital workdayes for us students to get worke experiemce before we graduate and start work in hospitals proper. And as such, I've been slogging it out in a hospital mear my home for the past three weeks, working in a ward, helpyng the staff take care of patients and whatnot.

Besides that, I've been keeping to myself, mostly, thus the odd pause between my blog updates. But since I have a week's breaks ahead of me, I guess i can get in some timelier updates and such. Maybe even with a song recommendation or two to fill inn the time.

Otherwise, its mostly games and work for me. sadly, today is my last day in this hospital as a student nurse. Supposed to be tomorrow, but seeing as how tomorrow is Good Friday...yeah. Hooray for public holidays! :3

And to round off this update with something worse, I've still been waking up in the wee hours of the morning for no reason. And what's worse is that now I seem to be seeing things, mostly wee things like a spectre out of the corner of my eye, or an object lying around where its not supposed to be. If it is His Royal Tentacle-y-ness messing with me, I guess he's taking his own sweet time with trying to drive me insane. And its not really working, seeing as how I always counter his machinations with comforting thoughts. Or loud music.

Hmmm

I don't have much to say. Nothing much has been happening recently. I've been keeping up with friends, and playing games on me PC.

The nights without sleep are still there, just not as regular as before. I still wake up in the middle of the night, sometimes in a cold sweat, sometimes not. And there will always be that weird feeling of someone watching me.

Not much else to say, so I guess I'll end off this brief update here.

- DJ

More life updates

Again, a brief sojourn from my daily life to post here on my blog, to vent, maybe.

Firstly, my grandad's passed away. He died from his ill health, from which he has been suffering from a long time. Diabetes, hypertension and what not. He passed peacefully in his sleep. Me, the family and some relatives attended the funeral and subsequent cremation ceremonies. Many tears were shed. I'm still hurting over the loss.

Secondly, and on a lighter note, my exams are finally over, which probably means I can start getting blog posts out with an increased frequency. :D

I think tha-

Wait, no. Hell no.

You know how I've been waking up in the middle of the night for no reason these past few days? Well, now I'm waking up in the middle of the night AND in a cold sweat to boot. Once or twice it was mainly because of this dreadful Singapore weather and the fact that I get bitten by mosquitoes for no discernible reason. But the others, I'll still wake up anyway, with cold sweat and all, and with that same odd feeling.

Hmm.

- DJ

Rocks Fall, Everyone Dies

So, anyways, things in my life just got a little bit worse.
My granddad fell last week. He's pretty damn old, so when he fell, he fractured his hip. And some time ago, he got hit by a bicycle and fractured his right femur. So yeah, those two  combined is going to make walking for him a bitch. Doesn't help that he also has dementia. He's in hospital, along with my grandma, who's in for some liver trouble.

Secondly, lately I've been waking up in the middle of the night for no damn reason. Sometimes I wake up at 2, 3AM, other times I wake up at 4AM. But one thing doesn't change: I get this weird feeling that someone is watching me. Yet when I search about my room with the bright backlight of my iPod Touch, I see no one. I've been losing a lot of sleep lately because of that, cause it takes me at least half an hour to go back to sleep.

Hopefully its not who I think it is that's destroying my sleep.

- DJ